There is nothing to writing. All you do is sit down at a typewriter and bleed.– Ernest Hemingway (via psyhco)
squirrelpoon: I think I either need to completely unfollow a lot of blogs or avoid tumblr for a while. My mental health is really suffering lately when I read soooo many things about pro veganism (totally for it, as I am vegan, but when it’s filling your dash with animal abuse/ neglect/ torture it fucks with your head) and so many posts about racism, war, police wankers abusing their rights,...
Every inch of the road to recovery is paved with...
Good days. Bad days. Freakouts. Breakdowns. Breakthroughs. Light-bulb realizations. Self-care. Relapse. Steps forward. Steps back. Self hatred. Self love. I want to forgive and release myself. I want to stop carrying this around with me. It’s fucking heavy and I’m tired.
Me: and I'm sorry about today. I still haven't finished my house stuff cause I feel like poop and I'm a little depressed. I keep bailing on plans with people. It is really I who is full of fail
Joe: its ok i havent finished either.. i keep getting distracted
Me: me too mostly. mostly I like lying down
Joe: i like doing ANYTHING else besides clean haha. i literally just sat down and did nothing for like 30 minutes
Me: I chain smoked for like 3 hours straight today to avoid cleaning. I like cancer better than cleaning. It's not even cleaning it's just putting all my stuff away but that's complicated because I have no idea where to put it and I have to move my mom's office to the living room so I can live in there but in the meantime I'm living in my brother's room so everything's a mess and I hate it.
I need to go to hogwarts and learn magic
Joe: we are in the same predicament. I just have crap everywhere and I don't know where to put it. or where to start to put it
Me: It's time to ask Dumbledore for help. we are muggles and we can't do this alone. cleaning to me is basically as evil as voldemort
Joe: we might be magical and just don't know it
Me: My dick is magical. there are also diamonds on it
Me: it's nbd really
Joe: ARE YOU KIDDING? I WILL SUCK THOSE ROCKS RIGHT OFF IT...wait how big are they
Me: not THAT big. and if you wanted anything to do with my dick you had your chance already hahahahaha
Me: ya'll gold diggas only want my dick when there's diamonds to suck off it