May 2012
116 posts
“There is nothing to writing. All you do is sit down at a typewriter and bleed.”
– Ernest Hemingway (via psyhco)
squirrelpoon:
I think I either need to completely unfollow a lot of blogs or avoid tumblr for a while. My mental health is really suffering lately when I read soooo many things about pro veganism (totally for it, as I am vegan, but when it’s filling your dash with animal abuse/ neglect/ torture it fucks with your head) and so many posts about racism, war, police wankers abusing their rights,...
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Every inch of the road to recovery is paved with...
Good days. Bad days. Freakouts. Breakdowns. Breakthroughs. Light-bulb realizations. Self-care. Relapse. Steps forward. Steps back.
Self hatred. Self love.
I want to forgive and release myself.
I want to stop carrying this around with me. It’s fucking heavy and I’m tired.
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Me: and I'm sorry about today. I still haven't finished my house stuff cause I feel like poop and I'm a little depressed. I keep bailing on plans with people. It is really I who is full of fail
Joe: its ok i havent finished either.. i keep getting distracted
Me: me too mostly. mostly I like lying down
Joe: i like doing ANYTHING else besides clean haha. i literally just sat down and did nothing for like 30 minutes
Me: I chain smoked for like 3 hours straight today to avoid cleaning. I like cancer better than cleaning. It's not even cleaning it's just putting all my stuff away but that's complicated because I have no idea where to put it and I have to move my mom's office to the living room so I can live in there but in the meantime I'm living in my brother's room so everything's a mess and I hate it.
I need to go to hogwarts and learn magic
Joe: we are in the same predicament. I just have crap everywhere and I don't know where to put it. or where to start to put it
Me: It's time to ask Dumbledore for help. we are muggles and we can't do this alone. cleaning to me is basically as evil as voldemort
Joe: we might be magical and just don't know it
Me: My dick is magical. there are also diamonds on it
Joe: Really?!
Me: it's nbd really
Joe: ARE YOU KIDDING? I WILL SUCK THOSE ROCKS RIGHT OFF IT...wait how big are they
Me: not THAT big. and if you wanted anything to do with my dick you had your chance already hahahahaha
Joe: true...
Me: ya'll gold diggas only want my dick when there's diamonds to suck off it
